gerard!!! what happened to your hair!! T_T but still, frankie is still cute. and mikey wears super thick eyeliner. its like, gerard is becoming mikey and mikey is becoming gerard!! The Black Parade.. cant wait

AHH!!! paul is safe!! yay!! when left paul and joakim, i cried coz i dun want paul to be out. i really thought there was no hope for paul coz joakim never bottom 2 or three before. i was so sad. but he is not out! YAY! the next one i want out is jasmine. i want paul to at least be in top 3, coz jonathan is good, but hady is better. but i prefer paul to jon, coz paul got the personality.

monday - TM2 made 2B hate her to the max by changing our seats. if follow register number, i was supposed to sit with ashraff. i was happy coz can talk! then she made me sit with nicholas. idiot, she purposely one. nicholas talks about nothing else except soccer. zinn kept laughing coz i HAD to talk about soccer. he sat beside me but got space in between. everytime he laugh then i shut him up. eh eh zinn!! 2B IS UNITED, when against TM2!! then during art she hold up a piece of artwork saying, see, this one is just outlined and no marker shading. then that person got 13/20.. mine got 12/20 even though i marker shade it!! wth? then she minus off 2 marks coz i never write my name. idiot. other teachers only minus half mark. last year, people fail overall and had to leave TK coz theres no normal stream coz of her, she enjoys failing our art. sadist. then i tell her why i get less than the one who never shade, she say: where got? you show me who. i know i fail those who never shade. the i tell her: the just now you hold up to show us. i dont know who but i and ashraff saw the marks. it was 13/20 and that person necer shade. then she say: no. you show me first. go find out and show me. then i gave up coz talking to her make my mouth dry.




tuesday - campcraft test. my group didnt finish the outer sheet. and yet we took 35 min to pitch the tent without the outer sheet. i suck at tying tent guy loop. first, my slip knot stuck, then the other one, the twine too short i dunno who cut. i will definitely fail tent pitching. luckily i got 72/80 for my theory test and that can help pull up my marks, and increase my chance of having the post as a lecturer when im an NCO. i didnt went to CSP. haizz.




wednesday- TM2 tell us to stayback during recess to give back our common test report slip. luckily, CSP wasnt included if not my percentage drop A LOT. then my percentage increase from the previous common test, TM2 say it decreased. omg shes blind. but, my mid year percentage was higher. actually, it was because my CSP marks were high. but then, my literature sucked! the first time i got a dammit 'C' grade in my report slip. i hate that teacher. i write so long she gimme so little. maniam i write short she gimme a lot. i didnt really elaborate on the 2nd qn, but the first i elaborate a lot. other pple did the same and they can get 16+. she is so biased. she surely hates me. during maths, i closed my eyes while yawning, and vincent shout my name. not really my name, he called me 'siti'. wth. then i said, my name aisyah lah, then class laugh. he juz cannot accept that i have to yawn bcoz his lesson was so boring. then during literature, the teacher call me siti. the class laughed. i say again, my name aisyah la. then when she want to belah, she call "siti" again. lerrrrrrrrr................




joakim improved??? PLEASE LAH!! AND HADY'S FIRST SONG WAS GOOD LAH. WAT SEXY MOVES? HE ISLAM OK!! I HATE THE JUDGES! AND PAUL WAS GOOD!! PLEASE STOP VOTING FOR JOAKIM, COZ HE VERY PAISEH.




thursday - highlight of the week! except the fact that i reached school at 7.35am coz of traffic jam and 16 was so late bcoz of rain. then ACES day, janison wasnt there. (shahirah said that is his name). 2C guys are so vulgar. they changed the lyrics of 'we will rock you' to.. you noe what. 2a,b,c,d got VIP seats, at the gallery! yay! we all so enthu got VIP seats haha. anw, these classes always get VIP seat. hehx.




at the gallery, waiting for the concert to start was so boring. no teacher, i took out my phone and voted for hady!! hahaz. then, show started. first talent search item:effervesense(however you spell it la).. or the same meaning as bubbling. ok, if u wanna chose a name for a dancing group, not so science kind can? they got 2nd. shant not explain what were the reactions of my classmates.




then faridzuan. he sang good day. ok la.




then pedofunk. this one also, the name sound like some techno group, but the duet sang come what may. they won first, and i think they deserved it. they have great voices.




next, azmi's band, 4th chapter. i dunno but i think the name is derived form avenged sevenfold's chapter four. am i right to say that?? (b.singh) who cares.. they sang 'come home soon'.. ooh i luv pug jelly! especially sam!! amir sang come home soon better than 'holiday' i think. i expected them to get at least 3rd, but they didnt.. haizz..




last, was 'noise'. this one also.. haiya.. the name sound like metal band sia. but the singer, si jia or however u spell it has a nice voice, not the metal kind. they got second, deserved it.




then, teachers' day concert item. first, darn, i forgt who was first. just remember that khairul's band, wif imran and wafiy was second. everyone kept saying that khairul's voice was hot and to die for. so, i indah, syf and syahirah recorded it. amalya and audy say his voice nicer than paul's. well, his voice is great, but i think paul sang here without you nicer than him. sorry lah. maybe im kinda biased, but syf agreed paul is betta. and one more thing, i cant really see wafiy behind the drums coz they were covering him.




then, nazurah danced with flavalicious. shahirah said she laughed at her coz she forgot and was kaku during some parts. shahirah, u so mean!




after performance, got this flash video dedicated to teachers. when ju picture came out, i screamed so damn loud! i wanted to say 'i love u ju!!' but paiseh ah.. i juz screamed damn loud. p.s, i shout a lot louder than i scream, so beware.




then, waited for farzean and janjira. tkgs finish so slow.. took taxi, waste my money. reached school, austin was so noisy. saw pple whom i never seen for so long. found out that the sec2 cadet who always calls my sister is my friend, mariam. and mariam, liyana and that noisy austin found out that i am W/CI maam sarah's sister. so little pple wnt back to TKPS.. so sad.




went upstairs to meet cikgu rita. then went TM eat LJS. pei wen say ying2 dun wanna go TKPS.. oi!!! then, bought new york pizza. they didnt put the squid and prawn topping!! argh! i only eat a bit, kept the unfinished piece in the fridge.




went home. in bus saw faiz! same ATC group with his crazy friends. shahirah andn i jaywalked.

monday - TK's and TKG's ACES day workout is so lame. last yr was better. finished my art. during CE, azmi's hear my say topic, about band, was so inspirational and moving.

tuesday - stupid la. i reached CCSS and saw the csp pple STUDYING. me and amalya was shocked when we were told it was chinese common test!! WTH?? none of the TKSSians knew coz the HOD teacher nor any teacher told us that got test.. stupid.. and its included in final year, and i only got 43/100. sux! no fair. my mum want me to complain, if cannot, she wants to talk to principal. she surely fake, duh. it will spoil my overall percentage and i will get into a stupid class and i it will affect my future!only got 1 tri science class?? wat!!! last time my sis in damai got 1 tri sc class and 2nd class some pple in tri sc.. not fair.. HELLOO!!!! TK should have more tri sc class!!! i hate my CSP teacher. she so mean.

wednesday - ASHRAFF'S BDAE!! i gave him chocs. during recess he and fatin went around canteen giving people brownies and a bit of the santa claus chocolate.
after school, did IPW website. stupid guys, so lazy. wafiy and azmi went for rehearsal, soooo important! wafiy soooooooo clever.. coz no space, he delete all our pics and we had to put the pics in photo gallery and do the backgrd again! then, they never agree with member description.. wafiy-too hardworking. eh, its bloody true lah.
hafiz - the 'quiet' one.. he dun agree.. its like, duh! he quiet wat.. never do anything only the discovery.. kalau panjang takpe.. abeh kata, eh, i help azmi do flash blah3.. idiot. i hate my IPW group. stupid guys, so lazy. im so gonna tell teacher. if they are rajin guys nvm, but they are not..
another thing, when we stayed back to do the IPW website, there was a new disease outbreak, virus kencing. saiful and zahran were three computre away. then, saiful gave zahran the kencing virus and he ran to the toilet. he also went but dunno when. then, 5 min later, i, audy and sarah wanted to go toilet also.. then sarah went, then audy and i. then saiful gave the name 'kencing virus'. after that, we got side effects:dry lips, ratardation,thirst and hunger.
when hady sang Lagenda, i wanted to cry. it was so mesmerizing. i didnt melt, i sublimated. lolx.. sarah invented that.

thursday - got chinese marks. i expected to get below 10/100. im lucky la, got 43/100. still fail. drank honey milk tea and it became my favourite drink. last time it was oreo chocalate ice blend.

friday - got tkd. when kicking, i cannot turn properly coz of my toe then so pain then the sir keep scolding me. then i kicked pple's leg 3 or 4 times with my injured toe and it hurts so much, especially when hit tat idiot faizans feet. i wear shoe so pain like wednesday, then change to slipper. when i command, amalya say like i was commanding pallbearers of a funeral. she said i sound dead and she keep laughing. idiot! I HATE AMALYA! SHE IS THE MEANEST PERSON IN THE WORLD!

im playing maple again. the last time i played was last 1.5 years. tat was the beta version, without ossyria island and 3rd job advancement. now, there is. and even new monsters. cool. u can even get married at a chapel and get 20 fame. the cash shop is also open. its better than the beta one. duh, beta is just testing wat..

my toe hurts. i think its broken coz i cannot move or bend it. my mum say the pain will go. then ju and mr singh ask whether i go doctor or not, then i say my mum say no need, anw its true.

as usual, i wore invisibility cloak today. im invisible to pple, coz they didnt even know or care about me. i bet if we were crossing the road and i got hit, they wont realize or even care.

i havent been online since last week. well, except for on wednesday at 12.30am to print my DNT reflections. had common test.. so i must study. im aiming for triple science.. not because it is the best class, but because i dun have to take literature which is my worst hated subject after history and english. furthermore, i wanna take biology. i know it wont be easy coz there are so many smart pple in TK (obvious) and last year, there is only ONE triple science class. if there are two classes, i wanna go the second class. im scared if i go first class, ill be the lousy one. mui2 say based on my results, i can go triple science. those were the only words that i like which ever came out from her mouth.

ok. back to reality.

monday. im invisible once more. vincent didnt come. the ACES day workout is so lame. slept at 2am. cant remember more.

tuesday. reached school on time. science and history common test. vincent didnt come. what else?? went to bed at 2am. unable to sleep until 3.15am. kept on waking up. had insomnia. invisibility is rare.

wednesday. reached school ON TIME. idiot 16. three 15 passed already then come english and maths. vincent didnt come, again. cant remember more. i finally see vocal qualities in jasmine. i dun see why people vote for nurul and joakim. especially amalya. fell asleep for around 10min each time i read the literature story. finally, slept at 2am. if i was invisible.. i already am.. (clay aiken)

thursday. fell asleep sitting on the toilet bowl. came out of toilet and saw the clock showed 6.30am. im so dead. late already, took 33. higher malay and literature. vincent didnt come. i hate amalya coz she dun wanna go CSP. ms sri gave back history paper. i can never score 20+/25 for history. shahirah kene paiseh by her classmates. they say nadira already give back higher malay. omg shahirah, u believe? nadira asked paper easy or not? i say susah. then she tell whole class i say that. you can never hear me say "easy" when you ask me about any papers. easy also, i say hard. coz if my marks tiba2 lousy, i wont be paiseh. if its good, then WOW, im amazed! i told syahirah that.

friday. earlier than yesterday. reached school earliest than the other days in the week. had time to study in class. zahran asked for marker, i dun have, rohaida have, she not at class. PE, we played badminton. playing badminton with amira is SOOO much fun. kitalah orang2 yang terhandal dalam badminton, kan amira? before english, the class was so damn noisy sia. benjamin changed his name on the duty roster and everyone was like the usual, "BENJAMINN!!"(shouted in very low voice).english was fun. ju talked about oral exam. she is a great superstar. i think she learnt all the dirty talk from her hollywood career. her converstion about telling us to try and do the oral ourselves and not letting the teacher prompt you or wait for you:

ju: you must imagine that you have a ball in your hands, and it is yours.
class:*laughs*
ju: and, you must not give the ball to your teachers
class*laugh louder*
ju:ok i know some of you have it in your pants
class:*laugh so damn loud*
ju:*laugh like mad woman*

science was ok. we did practical on relfection. boring topic. after school, got NP. it was tkd. CI took us. she so damn nice. faizan bully CI sia! shes funny, especially with faizan. she even knew we like slacking. i want her to take us again ah. went home alone. i AM invisible. gave the sarcastic smile to them. and btw, vincent didnt come, again i think he go holiday for the whole week. IPW website, dunno what happen. none of my business.

first, i wanna say, if you feel offended or whatsoever by the contents in this blog, dont be. if you are, just press backspace or alt+F4. thank you

amalya is the kindest person ever. i like her motive. if im so nice to you and youre not nice to me, whats the point of being nice? rahman is the nicest person ever(??). thx for your moral support.. ape kau mepek la setan..

and when sarah told me today is deadline for passing up IPW website, muka aku mcm terkejut gila. when she told hafiz and wafiy, muka dorang pon terkejut. semua mata terbeliak mcm nk keluar seh. kita tak realize yang niari kene passup, anw, website bukan aku nye pasal.

we got back our science class test. i was so damn bloody shocked when ashlee wrote there were 19 failures. thx shahirah and amalya and syahirah. amira also la. imran is so extra. he stole my paper!! and said i copied zahran. i did the paper a day later than zahran, how could i copy his? belo sia. then he go and say my marks so loud.


today at school, i was practically invisible. cool rite? (i borrowed harry potter's invisibility cloak.) my presence on earth is not joyous. kinda think of it, if i wasnt here, other people's life would still be the same. i do not change other people's life. maybe, i even made it worse? no one needs me, or want me in their lives. (at least people needs Nanny McPhee) if i was gone suddenly, no one would even care, coz their lives wont change, or maybe, become better. What's the point of living in your lifeless mind? (Nothing But A Nightmare- NOFX). however, life has to go on. its a sad truth. for example, today... ok theres so many examples.. i really put a smile to everyone's face when im not there. its ok, just do as you please. dun bother about me if that makes you happy, which it does.. im a happy goober? wdv la nurul..

read the mcr news on their website.. poor gerard.. he tore multiple ligaments in his ankle and Bob received a bad burn to the back of his leg.. aww..

im bored. i have to study, bcoz next week is common test. however, i failed. i cant study. its so hard to study, i always get dizzy when i study. i am lucky and i thank god for having a good brain, which got me into the spesial stream despite my lazyness and lack of studying. anyways, i only found out that common test is next week last friday. you see, i lost the paper. and, HISTORY IS THE SAME DAY AS SCIENCE?? omg.. why cant they make one of the subjects on monday?? furthermore, i have to go to CSP on tues and thurs.. idiot la..!! once again, i thank god for giving me a good brain.

i finally sang! it is now over! i wanna thank the others: audy, amalya, faizah, nazurah and adib. the people who supported me along the way, mr ngoi(blanja us drinks), shahirah, setan, ridzwan, my mum etc.. without you, this wouldnt have happened. thank you so much.. other pple who so did not help, HER (byk spelling, tak habis2 suruh tukar costume), syahirah (she say we sing can rain. if we sing rain, she sing confirm hurricane).

(back from dreamland)
omg im being so lame.. haha..


im sure they had fun going arnolds and watching movie without me.. kalau tanak aku ikut, cakap ajelah.. ape sak.. kalau dah tanak layan aku, jangan..

and after the performance, i, audy and amalya went LJS. then, i went home..

tomorrow.. im so scared.. hopefully i dun forget the lyrics..

i am not gonna blog bad stuff about teachers, or next morning during assembly,"i have broght shame to the school bcoz i have blogged bad things about it and the teachers. i am sorry.. etc.." so now im juz gonna say d good things about teachers. ms sri was so kind. she told me to take a cab home and gave me $10(the ride was $7.90, bloody $2 surcharge) for it coz my eye hurts and i cannot tahan the national day thing. the teachers so leceh and i was damn angry and burst.. i wanna scream in front of her face sia! walao, im not gonna sing la.. i dun think i'll even go to school nxt week.. and during school, ridzwan kept on disturbing me bout my eye. but then after school, he called me and gave advice to wash my eye thoroughly and don't touch it, if not it will be worse. and he told me that she is the ncc(sea) teacher and she is strict. ya lor, strict plus leceh. cikgu nadirah is better.. ridzwan's mother nurse wat, so he knows about all these wadeva stuff.. behind that devil, there is an angel haha. anw ni dia nk jadi baik sebab nk jadi budak baik jadi si detu terpikat pat dia. gd luk ridzwan. hekzzz