dammit.

during reccess, me and luqman waited for shahirah and cheng hao outside chem lab coz only 3A and 3B are having reccess, with sec4s also.

then i was carrying the plastic bag with cookies that my sis made inside. I WASNT EATING THEM. then luqman was eating his bread. idiot. then cassandra was also there waiting for her friend. then DM came, so i put the plastic bag in my pocket ah.

then she ask us to come.
DM:whats in ur pocket? take out.
i took out.
DM to cassandra:show ur hands (her hands were behind her back)
then nothing there.. duh!
DM:u sec3 sholud know that u are not allowed to eat outside canteen.
me:but i never eat. i just holding.
luqman:ya its for reccess. we were waiting for our friend. the food is from home.
DM: even though you bring from home, u cannot eat outside canteen.
me:but we never eat. i just holding.
DM:tuck in your blouse
i tuck in
DM: ok. next time i dont want to see any of u eat outside canteen anymore!you can go.

WTH!!??? omg, I AM INNOCENT. HELLO?? I DIDNT EAT LA. BELO. CASSANDRA DIDNT EVEN DO ANYTHING LA, AND SHE GOT SCOLDED ALSO. walao!!!! its so unfair. we didnt do anything wrong and we got scolded!! except luqman la.. he ate. stupid. OMG!! I SAY I NEVER EAT MEANS I NEVER AH. JUST BRING CANNOT AH??!! DID YOU EVEN SEE ME EAT!!?? DONT ANYHOW SERKAP JARANG LA!


and cikgu nadira likes the combined sc higher malay group more than us. she always scold us, but not them.


the CSP teacher speak, im cannot understand. she is from china, and her english pronounciation is not good. oil become or-yearl. nvm, at least she is really nice.

have to take Eng test every sat. stupid la.mdm nora dun let us take with the other class on friday. grr. the sacrifice i have to make for csp....

crazy. every week will have PT. dammit. i want tkd la.

i told amira i didnt wanna go to skool anymore. she said, her mum said,"if u dun wanna go skool, go get married." cool. exactly. i wanna go malaysia and marry a datuk (old rich malay guy). like siti nurhaliza. and i dun wanna go school.

got interviewed by my sister's friend who works for berita harian. my answers were dumb. its about triple science and the stereotypes about tri sc. and at the end, "i need a photo of you". my reaction was,"what! oh shit!" damn. nvm la.. at least if a datuk is attracted to my exorcist-like face, i can say goodbye to TK. :D haha kesian rahman. he didnt get to put his "hansem" (tk tau malu) cookie-monster like face on Berita Harian.

i hate maths. if the class gets a surprise test, i'll get the least marks of all.

i wanna go CSP la.. tats my fave subject.

i was bored doing hw. so i took mechanical pencil and wrote Frankie <3 on my hand. then i rubbed it off. then like 5min later, the part was red, and OBVIOUS with the word Frankie <3. omg. sial ah! shit! then cannot go away sia! even before i sleep at 11 it was till obvious. LUCKY in the morning, it was gone. heng!

yana likes Patrick Stump from FOB.. AHAHAHA slengz!! k tats a lie. she likes Pete Wentz(spelling??). wtv. frank and davey are still hotter.

school makes my life hell. frank makes me happy. jamia is the luckiest girl ever.

hi. im still sad. anw, went kfc after school. shahirah and faizah and her sis were going there after school, so i xtraed. then luqman followed us. he is extremely extra. no one invited him, and we told him to go away, but he kept following and didnt wanna go away. ANNOYING SIA. -.-"

anw, changed the blog song to Hold On - good charlotte. this song depicts my mood and feeling now. see, these kind of songs are good. G.C. songs always have lyrics that i love, and which is so true sia. except their newest song.

This world
This world is cold
But you don't
You don't have to go
You're feeling sad,
you're feeling lonely,
and no one seems to care
Your mother's gone and your father hits you
This pain you cannot bear
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through

Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Your days
You say they're way too long
And your nights
You can't sleep at all
Hold on

And you're not sure what you're waiting for,
but you don't want to know more
And you're not sure what you're looking for,
but you don't want to know more

and now i love whithin temptation songs. i listen only i like. i think their songs are nicer than Evanescence. hehe.

im in deep misery. i dun like my class. i miss my old class. the fun people, and the weird. i miss that. everything just sux. shouldnt have chosen this class. im an idiot. i really loved last year's beginning of school more than anything. coz i got to sit in a group of fun people. i could sing with ashraff, and talk with others. this year sux. i dun even know the people. im scared to talk to others, coz they will think im extra. its horrible. and now joan wants to shoo me away. shit la. two words: KILL ME.

anw, death note 2 was ok la.. i only liked that super cute guy! but he killed himself T_T

i dun wanna go school. im suffering. help me.