first, i wanna say, if you feel offended or whatsoever by the contents in this blog, dont be. if you are, just press backspace or alt+F4. thank you

amalya is the kindest person ever. i like her motive. if im so nice to you and youre not nice to me, whats the point of being nice? rahman is the nicest person ever(??). thx for your moral support.. ape kau mepek la setan..

and when sarah told me today is deadline for passing up IPW website, muka aku mcm terkejut gila. when she told hafiz and wafiy, muka dorang pon terkejut. semua mata terbeliak mcm nk keluar seh. kita tak realize yang niari kene passup, anw, website bukan aku nye pasal.

we got back our science class test. i was so damn bloody shocked when ashlee wrote there were 19 failures. thx shahirah and amalya and syahirah. amira also la. imran is so extra. he stole my paper!! and said i copied zahran. i did the paper a day later than zahran, how could i copy his? belo sia. then he go and say my marks so loud.


today at school, i was practically invisible. cool rite? (i borrowed harry potter's invisibility cloak.) my presence on earth is not joyous. kinda think of it, if i wasnt here, other people's life would still be the same. i do not change other people's life. maybe, i even made it worse? no one needs me, or want me in their lives. (at least people needs Nanny McPhee) if i was gone suddenly, no one would even care, coz their lives wont change, or maybe, become better. What's the point of living in your lifeless mind? (Nothing But A Nightmare- NOFX). however, life has to go on. its a sad truth. for example, today... ok theres so many examples.. i really put a smile to everyone's face when im not there. its ok, just do as you please. dun bother about me if that makes you happy, which it does.. im a happy goober? wdv la nurul..